Hope

Theres nothing to do with her...naper tiber2 plak kau babitkan dia..apa kene-ngena bnda ni ngn dia..kau kata kau kenal dia lebeh dr aku kenal dia..i guess u dont..aku sgp bersumpah dia xbgtau pun yg kau xdpt melaka,aku jer yg asyik tye psl kau...dia xciter paper pon pasal ur going to malacca,aku tahu pun kat blog kau..she even told me dat dont wury when she's gone bcos u r going to b here in shah alam wit me...sometimes kan ajai to get to know someone..u dont even need a week,a month or a year...kau xperlu kan masa yg bgtu pjg utk kenal seseorg...if u dont agree its ok...ajai2..dat post not for you..pelik jugak sbb kau terasa...so maknanya kau rasa kau x appreciate aku lah..mcm ni aku xpernah rasa yg kau xpernah appreciate aku..tp tu dulu jer...awal2 dulu,time aku btol2 kenal kau...dan naper topik appreciate ni ko persoalkan lg..bkn ker aku dah ckp yg dont question abt dis anymore..aku xleh pakse pon utk kau appreciate aku..saper aku..mana bleh aku suka2 nak suh org appreciate aku..appreciate is a natural things to do..it comes from within...xperlu suruh2...tp aku tahu yg kau mmg value friendship..i dont have to wory abt dat...pastu aku xsuka r kdg2 kau asyik put the blame on urself,kau ckp sory! sory! sory! u didnt to do anything..aku rasa aku yg bersalah,im asking to much..buktinyer ko tgk sendiri wat happened to my previous frenship...tamo ckp sory lg...aku xsuka...aku xleh marah kau lah ajai..because its u..ntah r xtau nak ckp pe lg....hurmm maybe dis thing happened bcos we both change,things change...u'd change,and i'd change..aku pun rasa yg aku berubah selepas kau berubah...i always wish dat someday the old u would come back,i just want the old u..but it wont happen...aku pun nak dis frenships back,i want u back..but how i dont know...u r my bestfren ever..but seriously ajai if this things dont workout..i thing u would be my last bestfren..aku xkan cari lg kawan baek...i give up...im sory ajai cos i put u through dis..im sory..dats all i can say...


~its hard to find a person like u,hard to leave n impossible to forget