Fill it and feel it

I wish that…would love me as…use to do, I wish…would love me more than…­ love…, I wish…could win ur…again…I wish…never met…., I wish u never met…coz I feel so envy, I wish we can be….again, I wish dat u would do the same things that I….do for ….before, I wish things gonna be….after this…., I wish….will realise what…did to me, I wish….can see how much I……for…., and I will keep………

Looks like the person dat I fought with b4,comeback again into my life…looks like the person dat im not close with b4, trying her best to fill in the blank inside of me…tkt2 nanti aku akan….but I don’t want ______________

pressure

pressure study..byk proposal kene wat..pressure bnda tu xselesai2 lg..jgn igt aku xkisah..ah malas lah..lalalala...blajar2!! utk hilang stress..kejam kah ayat aku haritu?? tp kau lg kejam

moga2!!

xsangka dia bleh ckp mcm tu..dia maseh xsedar gak nyer apa dia tu ckp salah,dia xsedar apa yg dia wat towards me...dia xsedar apa dia wat kat org sekeliling dia..dia xsedar dia dah lupa diri.dia xsedar agak nyer yg dia terlalu preoccupied and too obsses to someone sehingga dia abaikan org laen...semoga org yg syg kau sblm ni xkan diambil oleh org laen yg lebih kenal erti menghargai..semoga allah sedarkan dia..insyaallah..amin

Uitm terlalu crowded dan giler

smlm dato' ahmad dtg mengajar creative communication..then masuk2 jer dia terus cerita that dak2 a.d grafik and fashion kene pindah P.J kat jln osman..dah r tempat tu pack,jam, senang citer serabut r mcm bulu tiak..n sume dak2 cos laen akan pindah ke puncak alam..sedikit demi sedikit...dan uitm s.alam ni hye utk budak master n ph.d jer...indon btol!!! dah r secara mengejut kene pindah..aduh2!! takdir2!!

My Ifluenza A

Na na na na na

I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad.

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly.

The day you slipped away.....
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh

Na na
Na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly


The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh


I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why.
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back


Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you.

Goodbye

selalu nyer kawan aku terpaksa pergi meninggalkan aku,akhirnya turn aku pulak utk meninggalkan

dowank...maybe aku xkan ada lagi kat itm shah alam ni lagi tp sem dpan lah baru aku pergi blajar

tmpt laen :P..dah lama aku tggu2kan saat ni..lebeh elok aku pergi dr org laen yg pergi..hurmmm xsangka

dalam masa 7-8 bulan ni,mcm2 berlaku..xsangka dlm jangka masa yg pendek ni boleh mengubah

segala-galanya..ni sume adalah takdir yg telah tertulis..sume ni telah Allah rancang..akan aku terima

dengan reda dan tawakal..aku xnak sedeyh lg lah lpas ni..cukup sumer tu,byk lg masalah yg perlu

aku fikirkan...skang ni matlamat hidup aku ialah..1st jadi hamba allah yg berguna..pastu abiskan

degree ni with flying colours result,keje tinggi2,jadi kaya,turn aku tanggung family aku plak

and tlg org susah...ahahahaha...bye2 ekyn,tira,sari n kengkawans yg laen..wasalam

sowi

sowi ekyn..sowi wat mcm tu..xda mood until today..sory mgkir janji lg sory..love u

dah kat itm dah

rasa mcm a bit awkward ciket..sbb dah lama duk umah...aduh windu family gak...hope to see u here..dadaaaaaa

Tomorrow im going back to Uitm..haih

spptnyer tarikh reg kolej ahad ni...tp si gedik hahaha kata dia reg dis saturday...sbb nak book bilik bwh..malas nak naek lif..bahaya n gayat katanya..hahaha..so org ikot r dia balik sabtu ni..dia ajak duk satu level..so harap bleh r duk satu level ngn dia..best gak..hehehe..mcm time dip dulu satu level ngn dia...harap2 xramai r..dah r sabtu dak2 baru masuk..siyes msti ramai giler...xper r yg penting sampai itm ngn selamat..xsabar nak jmpa sumer memember n junior2!! see ya there!!! welcome back everybody!!! study!! study!!

Hope

Theres nothing to do with her...naper tiber2 plak kau babitkan dia..apa kene-ngena bnda ni ngn dia..kau kata kau kenal dia lebeh dr aku kenal dia..i guess u dont..aku sgp bersumpah dia xbgtau pun yg kau xdpt melaka,aku jer yg asyik tye psl kau...dia xciter paper pon pasal ur going to malacca,aku tahu pun kat blog kau..she even told me dat dont wury when she's gone bcos u r going to b here in shah alam wit me...sometimes kan ajai to get to know someone..u dont even need a week,a month or a year...kau xperlu kan masa yg bgtu pjg utk kenal seseorg...if u dont agree its ok...ajai2..dat post not for you..pelik jugak sbb kau terasa...so maknanya kau rasa kau x appreciate aku lah..mcm ni aku xpernah rasa yg kau xpernah appreciate aku..tp tu dulu jer...awal2 dulu,time aku btol2 kenal kau...dan naper topik appreciate ni ko persoalkan lg..bkn ker aku dah ckp yg dont question abt dis anymore..aku xleh pakse pon utk kau appreciate aku..saper aku..mana bleh aku suka2 nak suh org appreciate aku..appreciate is a natural things to do..it comes from within...xperlu suruh2...tp aku tahu yg kau mmg value friendship..i dont have to wory abt dat...pastu aku xsuka r kdg2 kau asyik put the blame on urself,kau ckp sory! sory! sory! u didnt to do anything..aku rasa aku yg bersalah,im asking to much..buktinyer ko tgk sendiri wat happened to my previous frenship...tamo ckp sory lg...aku xsuka...aku xleh marah kau lah ajai..because its u..ntah r xtau nak ckp pe lg....hurmm maybe dis thing happened bcos we both change,things change...u'd change,and i'd change..aku pun rasa yg aku berubah selepas kau berubah...i always wish dat someday the old u would come back,i just want the old u..but it wont happen...aku pun nak dis frenships back,i want u back..but how i dont know...u r my bestfren ever..but seriously ajai if this things dont workout..i thing u would be my last bestfren..aku xkan cari lg kawan baek...i give up...im sory ajai cos i put u through dis..im sory..dats all i can say...


~its hard to find a person like u,hard to leave n impossible to forget